Updated: Oct 20, 2020
My name is NDK Flawless and I'm in love with you. I give you my heart but it isn’t enough.
Where to even begin? I am writing to you today to remind you of how much I love you with tears flowing down my eyes.
Do you remember the first time we set eyes on each other, you were sitting two tables away from me, I just couldn’t get my eyes off you, you were chatting with your friends, I was just watching the way your lips moved and how you demonstrated to your friends, your beautiful smile captured my heart, it was love at first sight, and I was blown away.
I want to tell you that never in my life had I thought that I would ever love someone the way I love you. Not that I believed that I was incapable of being loved, but I simply could not fathom finding you Naija. That is, until you walked into my life or I walked into yours.
Even when life gets in the way, I still love you more than words can describe. You are constantly on my mind as I go about my everyday business, either directly or subconsciously in the back of my head. You are with me in every single thing I do, and everywhere I go.
I love you because you don’t judge me as I work to figure out how to do life.
I love you because you always seem to be able to see the good around you instead of the bad.
I love you because you think I am amazing and you tell me.
At a time, I could not comprehend the power of your love anymore. It has got to a height in which only an angel can understand. I love you more and more and wish you know the very depth of the love I have for you. My heart wants to be yours forever. My heart beats for you alone and therefore, I don’t understand what it means to be happier than this.
The truth about love is it happens. Love is a feeling. It’s hot and fluttery and tingly. I get it in my guts and chest and face. It consumes you💥💥💥💘
When I say “I love you,” I really mean that you’re beautiful. You’re gorgeous in your heels and gowns and all your glittering finery, and even more so When you’re not even trying, when you let go and just be carelessly, naturally you, it takes my breath away.
When I say “I love you,” I mean that I love your form, your body, your arc and elegance. I love the curve of your neck, your breasts, your back and your hips. You embody pure woman from the curls in your hair down to your ankles and toes. Like no one else can, you awaken the man in me, the beast in me, the passion and hunger and lust.
When I say “I love you,” I mean I trust you. I respect you. I admire you. I adore you.
But Naija..i feel like you don’t love me the same way and it hurts.
The Pain of Being in Love with Someone Who Is Toxic for You
Loving someone who doesn’t love you back is the most painful thing. You see the good in them, the potential for something great between the two of you but there’s always this catch, hoping and praying for a lost cause.
Niaja everyone said I should give up on you and that you are forever hopeless. That you have been rebuke because of your lies and your corrupt heart.
“Let her remove the adulterous look from her face and the unfaithfulness from between her breasts. [That you have been stripped] naked and make her as bare as on the day she was born. [That you have now become] like a desert, turn her into a parched land,and slay her with thirst.”
But I still love you Naija….its not you, its me.
Loving someone is one of the most vulnerable positions in which you can be. You open your heart to another person and your best wish is for him or her to love you in return. Unfortunately, life is not like movies. They are no happy endings.
You realize how much you adore this person and what you would do to move mountains for him or her. This is the scariest part. You either free your soul and spill, or die in torment to salvage whatever relationship you have.
How to Forgive Yourself When You've Hurt Someone You Love
Your power to heal lies in your acceptance of the fact that you did what you did for no reason.
No matter what the chain of events was that lead to us making terrible decisions that unravelled our lives and the lives of others, we made those terrible decisions. We made them repeatedly, and we wasn't helpless.
But we are smarter now, and, if you choose to try, you will find that we are better equipped to act as a force for good.
Beating ourselves up does no one on either side of the pain any justice.
I want to fight for us.
Please give me a sign to believe Naija.
No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater … The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences.
I am your biggest fan. I love you.
Real Love Is a Choice
Whatever spontaneous storm may come our way I plan on loving you, Naija.
To love unconditionally is to love selflessly without expecting anything in return. It involves a lot of sacrifices.
Loving unconditionally is probably one of the bravest things to do because you don’t question your decision ever. You are ready to do something for someone, even if that means you lose something precious of your own. It takes courage to sacrifice, you might go as far as taking the blame for it or putting your self-worth and respect at risk. And why do you do it?
Because you believe in a greater good.....
I may be afraid, but choosing and accepting to love seems like the only answer we both have at the moment Naija.....Call me crazy, but i believe in you, Naija
Thank you so much for visiting.
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